Imagine

What do you imagine when you let your mind go? I'm not a very creative person typically.  I usually day dream about reality, the future, projects I'm working on, logistics and people.  When I day dream about people I try to think about what life would be like with someone I liked and then I wonder if I am the defective individual in my relationship.  Or has my troubled relationship gone on so long it has ruined me.  Today I was day dreaming about enjoying being home and I realized I never dream about being alone.  This is concerning to me because one of my primary tenets of my theory on successful relationships is that you need to be happy being yourself while being alone before you can be happy with someone else.  For this reason I am actively trying to fantasize about being with no one other than myself.  It's difficult but I will succeed I am certain.