Rejection

I know why our dissolution bothers me so bad.  It's because you are the ONLY relationship or friendship I have EVER had that when we went separate ways it was not mutual nor did I have any say in it.  It is the feeling of rejection and I have never felt that before.  That is why my pain for you is so different.  I wish we could still be friends if nothing more.  I miss your emails, your humor and conversation.  You were a good friend my love.