Ignorant Emotions

Emotions are stupid.  I literally mean stupid.  There is nothing logical about them, they make no sense, and they are often flat wrong.  Especially if "love" is involved. Truthfully, some days I despise emotions.  Every horrible decision I can recount in my mind has involved emotions.  Furthermore, every good decision I have made, has never been made out of emotion. Emotions are stupid.  They are the reason I'm still with my wife, they are the reason I did poorly in school, they are the reason I drank excessively, they are the reason I did so many stupid things.  I really would just like to leave my emotions behind but I can't.  They still plague me today, even this very minute.  Someday I hope to experience some good emotions for an extended period of time.  Perhaps then I will change my mind and be glad I didn't stop feeling altogether.