There ain't no such thing...

A saying that I have had when I find myself to be totally disappointed in someone or something is: "this is like finding out there ain't no such thing as Santa Clause".  In essence trying to capture my genuine level of disappointment in a  more humorous way. Some days this is how I feel about the prospect of finding someone that I can share life with.  I'm not sure that person is out there or exists.  I don't know what time will bring or if I will even want to be with anyone after I am freed from my captor.